Thursday, December 29, 2011

apa yg tersirat...

bnyk bnda yg bwad aq jatuh skrng....
haih.... aq pn x tau lah...
kenapa....
kenapa semua nie brlaku kat aq???
bnyk benda yg trsimpan dan trpendam yg aq rase....
aq bukan x nk luah kn....
tapi aq sendiri x tahu apa aq rase....
sedih, sakit n hancur hati aq....
setelah sekian lama aq menderita....
aq masih x dpt jawapan nye...
kenape???
kenapa harus jadi begini???
mungkin kah ada sesuatu yg trsirat pada apa yg brlaku...
cinta aku pada dia bukan hanya gembira...
tapi juga ada duka....
juga ada sengsara...
aq pernah menitis kn air mata kerna nye....
dea jugak begitu...
aq pernah rase ingin membunuh diri...
mungkin dea jugak begitu....
aq pernah rase seperti mati hidup semula....
mungkin dea jugak begitu....

cinta aku dan dia penuh dengan tawa dan air mata.....
aku hanya mencintai nye seorng....
dan tiada yg laen....
aku harap akan terus bersama nye sehingga ke akhir waktu....
sebelum aku mati....
aku harap aku dapat rase semua ini....

walaupn mata aku tertutup selamanye....
aku tetap akan bersama nye....
aku tetap akan menunggu nye....
walau seribu tahun....

ketika aku hampir menghembus nafas trakhir...
dia lah orng nye yg aku ingin disamping ku....
dan aku ingin kan dia yg menutup mata ku dan memeluk ku bwad akhir kali....

sebelum aku memasuki tmpt tidur ku yg kekal(kubur)`.....
aku berharap dia akan membaca doa untuk ku....
dan selepas dia menjejak kan kaki meninggal kn aku...
aku harap dia akan melupakan ku....
dan cari yg laen yg lebih baik dari diri ku ini....

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

holidays....

maybe this is the last holidays for me before i have SPM....
the most scary thing for all the children in Malaysia....
hahaha.... but to me it is a normal test...
every one have to face it on day right???
hahaha.... me n my uncle always said....
'' SPM jew kot""
hahaha....
holiday kali nie best giler2....
wahahaha....
family aq dari Kajang ke Pahang,
dari Pahang ke Cameron Highland,
dari Cameron Highland ke Taiping,
dari Taiping ke Kedah,
dari Kedah ke Padang Besar...
wahhhh...
jauh kitorng berjalan pergi ke sana....
balik pn ikut urutan yg sama tapi trbalik kan....
hahaha....
mcm2 jadi masa holiday kali nie....
suka duka prjalanan...
gurau gaduh...
semua ada...
tapi dlm semua tu.....
ada membahagiakn dan menyedihkan aq pada waktu yg sama....
haih....
aq sangat merindui nye...
aq slalu bwad dosa pada nye....
tapi aq tetap mencintai nye....
mungkin sudah sedikit pudar pada hati nye...
tapi hati ku tetap segar mencintai dan merindui....
walau bertahun aq perlu menunggu....
aq sentiase akan menunggu....
biar aq trpaksa meredah lautan api,
biar aq trpaksa lemas di lautan biru,
biar aq trpaksa membelah gunung....
aq tetap mencintai nye.....


walau aq mati di hanyut ombak,
walau aq mati di bakar api,
walau aq mati di timpa gunung,
cinta aq hanya untuk mu....

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

love change M.Amiruddin

this story is for boys.... but if girls want to read...
it just fine.... and girls will know what boy like me have sacrifice for one love....

when u first time u look at this cute, pretty or beautiful girl somewhere....
your heart gonna feel like F1 cars....
your mind feel like gonna blow...
your face cant stop smile for the whole day.....
and at night u gonna dream about that girl....

i have feel it many times....
but i was different now....
u know what different???
last time i only feel like that before i date the girl that i like....
now....
even i have been with my girl for almost 1 year...
i still dream about her every night...
i still thinking about her every day....
i still smile about her every minutes....
n my heart still feel like F1 cars everytime i saw her face....

2008 Taiping: first time i been at strange place....
i dont know what to do...
i dont know anyone at there...
feel like just wanna sit at home n hide under the bed....
first day at school is suck....
i try to know people...
but people there is so strange....
second day at school i have a fight....
that is the first time i fight...
first time punch people with on hand...
after that day....
people there start making friends with me....
everyone look at me every time i walk in or out from class...
blend with some hot CHICKS...
friend with so cool guys....
after that i know a girl....
a girl that very beautiful...
it is easy to tackle her....
cuz i'm like the coolest guy at school....
she try to change me....
but....
for what i wanna change for her???
she gonna just accept me...
right???
2009 still Taiping:
now my life is full of bad n sins.....
i become one of the most bad gengster in town....
i smoke so badly....
play this girl, play that girl...
that time i never think about sins...
just know how to enjoy.....
spent money...
steal money....
that is my life....
i couple with one hot CHICK....
she try to change me too....
but....
there ain't stupid thing like love can change me that time....
haih...

2010 Back to Kajang:
this the place that i have grow up....
learnt my chinese at this town....
first when i reach here...
i feel like....
''WTH''
here is no hot CHICK like Taiping...
hahahaha.....
live in my small house....
haih....
i really fucking miss Taiping....
but i have my old friend here....
quite fun here when u know people here....
start to built new style....
start to know few girls....
yah...
n i end up with this stupid girls....
after i waited for 8 months...
this stupid girl cant event change me...
she just cant stop talking about herself....
but she dont know that i dont event care....

2011(now) Kajang:
this is year i have change a lot.....
because of one girl....
one girl that i LOVE the most....
she teach me how to be patient....
she ask me to be good guy....
she want me to be a nice leader....
i never think about the wild life i have ever try...
i never want to do the bad thing that i have does before...
because of her...
i have change a lot....
thank you my dear....
she is the only one that have change me for 4 years....
sometime it just need a girl to change the whole world....
but sometime a girl also can be destroy the whole world....
so take a risk if u think it is worth to change for someone u love.....
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY DEAR....


moral of the story....
dont stop walking until u can find a girl that can change u....
sometime when u stay....
u just gonna feel suck.....

Monday, December 19, 2011

harap doa akan termakbul

harap doa ku akan trmakbul....
doa agar aku dapat mencintai nye selama-lamanya...
doa agar tiada penghalang dalam percintaan ini....
doa agar kami sentiase bahagia....

aku telah bersamanye hampir setahun....
bnyk yg telah kami lalui...
bnyk yg telah kami tempuhi...
cinta bukan sekadar gembira....
cinta ada derita....
cinta ada sengketa....
cinta ada sengsara....

cinta yg telah membuat aku menjadi kuat...
cinta yg telah membuat aku menjadi lemah...
cinta yg telah membuat aku tersenyum...
cinta jugak lah yg telah membuat aku menangis....

tapi aku tetap menyayanginye.....
walaupn ada curiga yg pernah trlintas dihati....
walaupn ada yg lain pernah menanti....
hati ku tetap setia kepada nye....
kepada DIA yg ku cintai....

cinta telah menemukan kami berdua....
dan aku harap hanya maut yg akan memisahkan kami....
insyaAllah....
satu2 nye wanita yg sanggup menahan perangai dan ragam ku....
aku berubah kerana DIA....
DIA yg bernama: Syazana
DIA yg berumur: 15(2011)
DIA yg bersekolah di: SMJK Yu Hua
DIA yg sangat Comel, Cantik, Baik, Pandai dan Segala2nye bagiku.....

BB.....
B janji B akan jaga BB sebaik mungkin.....
B sayang BB sngat2....
BB sayang B x???
muah....
miss you so much syg....

Friday, December 16, 2011

some time it is hard to forget the past....
cuz the past that have me grow stronger.....
some time it is hard to remember the past...
cuz the past give me pain....
some time it is hard to remember or forget the past....
cuz now... i am who i am.....

i dont want to feel sad anymore....
i dont want to feel pain aymore....
enough is enough....
maybe people didt feel what i feel....
maybe people didt see what i see....
cuz not all the people have been there for me when i need....
cuz not all the people have been there for me when i want....
i know....
i know not all the people that i want will be there for me....
cuz....
i not as good as u think i am......
now....
what makes me stronger is this family....
this cute little family of mine in school....
there have been there many time for me....
i hope i have been there for them too....
                                           this is my sister that i love the most <3
                                           she always know what i feel....
                                           she knows many of my secret...
                                            i hope i have been there for u my little sister....

                              know all of them is the most happiest thing in my life....
                              we sad, happy n moody together...
                              there are my life now....

                                        this is my two brothers that didt scare to die...
                                        we have been protecting each other for a year....
                                              
                                       my crazy two little brother....
                                      always fight n joke with each other....
                                      one day, one of them gonna be leader... n i sure...


                                my brother n sister that i never gonna forget....
                                there are the best.....
                              the good guys in my family....
                              they are nice, gentle, funny n friendly...
                          lastly my big family......
                          have big reason for me to remember everyone of them...
                          maybe i dont have so muct time left....
                          but i will appreciate all the minutes that i have....


who want to take the person that i love....
have to go through me.....
if u cant go through me......
then "adiĆ³s MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!!!!"

Friday, December 9, 2011

man tears...

yah.... man also have tears.... man also will drop the tears.....
no matter how strong the man is....
no matter how big the man is....
man also gonna drop their tears for someone that they really care about....
i drop my tears....
i drop my tears many time....
i drop it for her....
for the person that i love more than myself.....
almost every night since last month that i have cried....
maybe u and friends see me happy....
maybe u and friends see me smile....
but....
i dont know why....
i miss u so much....
it is hard for me to sleep every night....
every time i try to sleep....
my tears will drop....
n that make me cant sleep....

i just want you...
i just want you SYAZANA.....
more than i can say....
more than i can wish....
more that i ever needed u....
i want u to always by my side.....
n i know u will....

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

mungkin aq pernah disakiti....
mungkin aq pernah menyakiti....
tapi itu semua sejarah yg pernah dilalui semua orng.....
mungkin apa yg aq rase dan ape yg aq fikir berbeza dari yg laen....
tapi.....
sakit tetap sama bgi semua.....
manusia x kn pernah puas dngan apa yg mereka ada....
sama jugak seperti aq.....
aq juga manusia yg x pernah berasa puas....
tapi kenapa???
TUHAN cipta manusia untuk brfikir dan merasa....
sbb itu manusia sntiasa fikir dan merasa apa yg ada didalam tangan tidak mencukupi....

x semesty nye kamu seorng pemimpin....
kamu akan berjaya....
x semesty nye kamu seorng pencinta....
kamu akan bahagia....
x semesty nye kamu seorng yg baik....
kamu akanhidup tenang.....

cuba cari cinta sejati....
jangan menunggu cinta yg x pasti.....
cuba cari harta kekayaan.....
jangan mengejar apa2 khayalan....

sebagai manusia aq pernah brasa sakit.....
aq pernah brasa pedih....
aq pernah brasa sedih.....
aq pernah berasa DITIKAM dari belakang...
aq pernah brasa dirobek terus ke hati.....
hanya Tuhan yg mengetahui apa yg ku rase....

setiap manusia ada lawan nye trsendiri.....
ada yg brmusuh dngan diri sendiri....
ada yg brmusuh dngan keluarga sendiri....
ada yg brmusuh dngan sahabat sendiri....
ada yg brmusuh dngan sesuatu yg x pasti.....

biar aq mati di tangan musuh ku.....
dari aq trseksa di tangan sahabat ku......

Sunday, November 13, 2011

thank you, dear....

yeah..... hari ni memang ''best''................
hemmmmm........... yea.... memang b x de perasaan.....
memang b yg selalu buat silap..... tapi lately bb dh bnyk kecik kn hati b.....
b sedih tau.... b sedih sngat2...... nape bb x nmpk kesedihan b ah???
b dh x penting ke kat bb??? haritu bb mrh kat b sbb x balas msj bb......
harini bb x balas msj b, bb tau b pnya mrh??? b rindu bb.....
haritu b ajak bb kuar..... bb bgi mcm2 alasan.....
harini tetibe bb ckp bb nk kuar ngan kwn....
luka kat hati nie blum smpt sembuh.....
trluka balik.... maybe nie silap b.... maybe nie sbb b jealous....
tpi bb tau x nape b jealous??? sbb bb mcm lebih kn kwn2 brbanding ngan b.....
ye... b tau b prnh bwad silap yg bnyk kat bb....
mcm2 b prnh bwad..... b mengaku..............................................
so, sekarang b nk mintak maaf atas segala kesilapan b yg dulu..........
i really sorry....................
tapi walauapapun..... thx for being with me this whole time.....
we have did together.... all the fight, all the cry.... n all the smile....
thank you, dear..... i love you..............

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

cinta yg sempurna

mcm tajuk lagu kn.... hahaha.... memang pn.....
cinta yg sempurna.... adakah aq memiliki cinta ituuu.....
adakah aq layak memiliki cinta itu......
aq makhluk Tuhan yg penuh cacat dan cela....
aq sendiri x sempurna.... bgimana aq ingin memiliki cinta begitu....
tapi jodoh telah menemu kn kami.....
pada mula nye aq trsipu-sipu malu..... malu kerana dea trlalu sempurna untuk ku.....
tapi bila dpt mengenali nye.... hati aq rase sngguh bahagia....
kerana dia 1 dlm 1000.... susah untuk ku mencari teman sepertinye....
aq sngat mencintai nye..... walaupn ape yg brlaku.....
kami telah melaluinye dngn penuh perasaan.....
air mata prnh jatuh ke bumi,
senyuman prnh menyinari bumi,
cinta telah menyentuh hati,
sayang telah trikat janji......
terima kasih kepada sahabat2 yg telah bnyk membantu kami...

harini genap 10 Bulan kami brsama.....
tiada cinta yg lain selain cinta untuk mu....
cinta yg sempurna kn ku.....
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SYAZANA.....
you are my heart

Thursday, November 3, 2011

i hate it when we fight....
why must we fight???
can we just have fun together longer a bit???
i miss the last time us....
that always smile at each other....
always jokes with each other....
but now....
i always sad, stress, n feel a little bit lonely.....
but nevermind....
i didt blame u....
cuz most of that time that we fight....
it is my mistake....
so sorry....
but my heart is pain....
but i still gonna love u....
still gonna miss u...
still want to be at your side.....

Thursday, October 27, 2011

bb..... nape lately cam nk mengelak dari b???
nape lately b rase cam bb dh brubah.....
b x tau lah.... ape silap b... please tell me.....
b rase cam sdih pn ade.... bnda nie bwad b jadi mcm stress.....
b rase bb cam dh x nk b.... b slalu trmimpi psl bb.....
b mimpi yg kita dua gelak sama2.... hehe xDDD
b happy everytime i wake up..... tapi.....
tapi bila bb mcm nie.... b rase cam laen.... cam laen sngat2.....
tapi x pew lah.... maybe bb ade prob....
if u have anything want to share.... u can tell me... anything....
b okeh jew.... b akan try dngr n try tlong bb selesai kn.....

i really miss you......
i really need you......
you are my heart beat....
you are my soul.....
and you are the one......
the only one that in my heart.....
you are my destination.......
ever every you go.....
you always gonna be in my heart.....
love you syg....
muah

Sunday, October 23, 2011

come and go

in this life....
nothing is permanent....
nothing gonna last forever....
only one thing....
only one thing that gonna last forever.....
the thing is LOVE.....
even if we die.....
the person that love us so much gonna always remember us, love us, and miss us.....
i just hoping that one day......
if i die..... she gonna still remember me, still love me, still miss me.....
maybe she will....

we come and we go.....
last time u come with nothing.....
and now i hope u go also with nothing......
we are the on that make u something.....
but now if u wanna betray us......
go.....
go, and go and go.....
dont ever come back.....
but before that.....
give us back that something that we have gave u before.........
make your own thing now....
and make your own something now....
we not gonna give u anything.....
not now....
and not until u apologize...........
not just to me....
but to all......
and dont ever betray us again

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

you are my Heart...

10 month ago.....
i feel so sad, angry, n so much of hate......
i feel sad cuz people did me like that,
i angry cuz people did what the impossible......
haih.... no one know how i feel that time....
only me and GOD know what it feel....
that time i didt feel so much about to find someone new....
cuz i kind of fobia.....
kind of scare....
but.....

a month after that.......(5/6/7.2.2011)
i feel like different....
i dont know why....
cuz that time i started to know this girl....
this one little girl that have make my heart beat gone fast......
maybe to other people she is not pretty, cute or anything.....
but to me....
she is the one that very pretty, very cute, very sweet.....
but before i purpose her,  i have thinking that......
will she be mine???? will she accept me????
will she take care of me???? will she love me????

and you guyz know what????
she have been mine of 9 month now.....
she have accept me just the way i are......
she have take good care of me...........
and she have love me......
she make me smile,
when she smile....
she make me cry,
when she cry....
there are many thing that we have been through together.......
in my heart now there is no one else.....
just her and her and her.....
i promise myself that i will take care of her,
i will love her,
i will always be with her......
maybe i'm not perfect.....
but i gonna try to be perfect for her......


i hope she is reading this.......



bb...... b syg bb tau..... b janji x kn tinggal kn bb.....
bb pn janji tau???
muah.... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH......
YOU are MY LOVE STORY

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

hari yg agak best...

hari nie bdk form3 PMR hari yg kedua......
aq pulak dh 3 hari brturut2 sarapan kat MCD....
atas alasan nk study....
dpt lah study sikit2...
dri x de langsung....
hehe xDDDD
tdi my bb telah mempermain kn aq.....
huhuhu....
sedih owh....
dea mula2 ckp dea x dtng MCD.....
aq pn rase mcm sedih lah....
cuz x dpt jmpa dea....
then tetibe dea smpi.....
trkejut aq....
hahaha.....
smpi hati bb maen kn b.....
hehe xDDD
tpi x pew...
asal kn aq happy hari ni.....
lps mkn semua....
aq teman deorng semua balik skola sbb deorng ade exam lagi.....
tpi x sempat smpi setengah jalan......
HUJAN yg lebat telah membasahi kami semua....
ade yg sempat.....
tapi aq, my bb n fateha x sempat....
sbb aq n my bb tnggu si FAFA tu jalan punya lah laju==''
grrhh....
bila hujan lebat jew....
aq n my bb pn lari lah sama2....
hehe xDDD
so sweeeeeettt...
first time kot aq dpt lari ngan gf aq dlm hujan....
hahahhahaha...
tpi smpi skola....
semua dh habis basah...........
kesian aq.....
hehe xDDD
tpi x pew lah....
i just want to tell the whole world that.....
i will do anything just for her.....

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

hati kawan yg sudah hancur

kawan.....
brother.....
sahabat.....
aq nk mintak maaf sbb aq x layan ko bila ko lpk ngan kitorng....
ko tau nape????
sebab aku x leh nk anggap apa yg berlaku hari tu sebagai bnda kecik.....
aq boleh maaf kn ko....
tapi aq x leh nk brkawan ngan ko mcm dulu.....
jngn salah anggap kn aq....
cuz bukan aq yg tikam kawan sendiri, bukan aq yg hina kaum sendiri,
bukan aq yg kutuk orng yg aq syg......
ko fikir balik.....
aq bukan nk ungkit bnda lama....
tapi aq juz nk ko faham kenapa kitorng dh x layan ko mcm dulu.....
lagi pn sape lah kitorng nie kat ko.....
niat aq memang nk kawan ngan ko balik.....
tapi sorry to say bro.....
aq belum boleh terima ko......
PEACE NO WAR

Friday, September 16, 2011

15-9-2011 is a history in my life....

first time in my life.....
i have so much fun....
i have a good good time.....
all the family member have gather in one place.....
family member that we love,
family member that we hate,
family member that we miss,
family member that always in our heart.....
maybe not all are there....
but many of us are there....
to celebrate, to have fun together, to enjoy.....
n to make a good show....
this is the first time i have a nice show....
with all my friend and all the person i call family....
try to explain my expression....
but i cant....
i just can say that i very happy....
maybe it was a tired day....
but i always gonna remember that day....
thx for today...
love u guyz so much..........

remember today n u will always remember this family

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

sejak akhir-akhir nie aq slalu ade prob...
haih.... aq dh x nmpk bahagia....
aq juz nmpk kesedihan.... kenapa aq slalu diuji begini....
try untuk jadi contoh terbaek,
try untuk jadi ketua terbaek,
try untuk jadi kawan yg baek,
try untuk jadi anak terbaek.
try untuk jadi teman yg baek.....
tapi ape yg aq lakukan hanya berlawanan dengan apa yg aq mahu.....
aq nie sngat penting kan diri....
aq tau....
aq nie sangat ego......
aq tau....
aq nie sangat menyusah kn.....
aq tau.....
mcm  mane aq boleh ubah diri aq nie????
aq perlu kn bantuan......
aq sayang semua orng yg dekat dengan aq....
aq x nk kehilangan semua....
aq x nk kehilangan kwn dan teman.....
aq x sanggup......



cry cant make me better....
juz making me worst....

Sunday, September 4, 2011

cerita raya ku....

assalamualaikum..... hari nie aq nk crite psl hari raya aku..... best jugak lah raya tahun nie.....
tapi.... yg x best nye.... aq demam masa raya pertama n kedua.... huhuhu... so semua 
bnda aq bwad terbatas.... haih... tapi sempat snap sikit gmbr..... aq raya kat Muar, Johor taun 
nie.... sbb taun lepas dh raya kat Pahang.... taun nie raya kat kampung sebelah Abah....
hehehe....


29-8-2011(sehari sebelum raya)
bngun jew pagi... semua orng dh siap bwad keje... aq ngan along jew blum.... sbb
bngun lmbt.... hahahaha..... kene kejut ngan mak.... mak srh kitorng g cabut rumput....
hahaha.... dengan mls n belum cuci muka.... kitorng g cabut rumput.... lps habis cabut
rumput..... kitorng masuk umah relax.... along terus g tido.... aq x.... aq tlong makcik n
kakak saydara msk kat dapur.... best jugak lah.... mcm biase leh... smbil masak smbil 
mengumpat.... hahaha.... aq pn lyn sekali..... lps dh siap msk semua kitorng pn rehat 
kat dpn sambil tngok tv n tnggu Azan Maghrib cuz semua dh lapar n menanti waktu buka....





30-8-2011(raya pertama)
bngun awal pagi siap2 mandi semua..... mula2 plan nk g melawat kubur....
tapi x aq x sempat sbb aq mandi lmbt.... so juz paksu, saudara n abah jew yg pergi.....
lps trpaksa mandi walaupn tngah selesema n demam..... huhuhu.... kesian aq...
pagi2 raya pn demam.... lps tu kitorng g sembahyang raya kat surau dekat ngan
umah nenek.... smpi jew kat sane tngok surau dh penuh... hahahaha..... x sangka...
lps solat sunat Aidilfitri kitorng mkn ketupat kat umah.... lps mkn kitorng tngkap gmbr
ngan family.... enjoy tngkap gmbr.... lps tngkap gmbr.... semua beratur nk ambik duit raya....
hahaha.... bnyk gak dpt taun nie... hehe xDDD leh enjoy gila2 tau nie.... hahaha....
lps dh dpt duit raya dri mak long, paksu n atuk kitorng siap2 nk raya kat umah saudara2 yg dekat....
kitorng dpt raya 2 rumah jew... sbb rumah laen semua dh x de orng.... deorng dh lari raya 
kat umah orng laen... hahahaha... kesian kitrong.....







31-8-2011(raya kedua)
hari nie kitorng bertolak dari Muar, Johor ke Felda Sungai Koyan, Raub, Pahang....
hehehe.... sebelum tu kitorng singgah Kajang dulu... sebab along nk g KL kejap....
hehehe.... sesampai nye aq di Kajang aq terus masuk bilik ONLINE.....
rindu kwn2 yg jauh dimata... hahaha... mlm dlm pukul 8 kitorng bertolak.....
dlm kete aq duduk depan so x boleh tidoo... kene teman abah.....
kitong smpi Pahang dlm pukul 11.30 p.m.... smpi jew angkat2 brng semua.....
then terus masuk rumah tidoooo.... hari nie x sempat nk snap ape2 pic....
haih.... bosan harini....



1-9-2011(raya ketiga)
bngun pagi dlm keadaan keletihan...... bngun2 jew trus g salam saudara-mara...
cuz smlm deorng dh tido masa kitorng smpi..... then aq tngok along dh ade kat luar umah
then along srh aq tlong dea repair motor atukkk..... mula2 tlong tukar tayar dulu...
cuz kene g cari gula..... sbb gula dh hbis.... hahaha.... kitorng pusing satu kampung cari....
then tetibe rantai motor aq putus..... gagagagaga.... kesian aq.... so aq repair rantai kat
tngah2 jalan..... dua kali rantai jadi mcm tu.... maklumlah motor buruk...... 
lps beli gula kitorng balik umah...... then along ckp nk repair motor lagi.... so harini satu hari
keje aq repair motor jew... baru hari ke-3 raya aq dh mandi minyak....
huhuhu.... tpi x pew lah.... aq gak yg nk pakai motor tu.... hahaha





2-9-2011(raya ke-4)
hari ni kitorng nk bertolak ke Kedah pulak..... nk g umah makcik aq.... sebab esk
umah kwn mak aq kat Alor Setar ade kenduri..... tapi sebelum smpi ke Kedah kitorng sempat 
singgah di Cameron Highland.... best jugak lah lepak kat sane ngan uncle n aunty aq....
dh habis beli brng kitorng pn bertolak.... jauh jugak dri cameron nk g kedah....
sakit bontot aq..... dlm kete aq tido cuz hari ni atuk duduk depan.... 6 jam dlm kete....
then sampai ke destinasi kitorng.... huuuuh.... letih walaupn duduk sahaja.....
smpi umah mak cik aq petang dh dekat mlm.... smpi2 jew bdk2 ajak aq lepak kat dlm bilik...
lps tu kitorng maen mercun...... aq pn join gak... hahaha..... mcm bdk2 jew.....
lps maen mercun lepak kat dlm umah then tido..... hahaha...... sebelum tido....
smpt tngkp gmbr bdk kecik nie.....







3-9-2011(raya ke-5)
harini ni kitorng mkn kenduri n balik kajang......... hati x sabar nk balik kajang cuz miss my home so much.....
haih.... mkn kenduri kenyang2 then kitorng bertolak dari kedah terus ke kajang....... jalan jam gila...
cuz ramai orang dh nk balik umah masing2...... aq duduk depan harini...... x leh tido.....
keadaan jam yg menyebabkan kitorng tersekat kat highway selama 12hour.....
letih gila..... sempat stop di 3 R&R untuk berehat.... tpi x sempat nk mkn or anything.... 
sebab ramai giler orang...... jalan n jalan n jalan..... memang keletihan.... tapi sampai jugak kitorng akhirnye
pada pukul 12malam..... walaupn kitorng bertolak pada pukul 12tngahhari.... haih.....
12 jam..... gila lah..... x sangka aq..... sampai2 jew aq terus online.......
lps puas online aq terus tido.... hehehe.....


harini(4-9-2011){raya ke-4}
harini aq bngun pukul 1.30p.m. hahahaa.... keletihan sngat.... n x sabar nk balik ke sekolah.....
miss all my friend so much......









this is my raya story.........
have a nice raya.........
selamat hari raya.... maaf zahir n batin........

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

kesedihan yg melampau.....

aq x suka gaduh ngan si dia....
aq x suka bila masing2 tinggi suara....
aq x suka bila aq bnyk sngat brfikir....
haih....
ape jadi kat aq nie???
nape aq selalu sangat jadi mcm nie???
mungkin aq memang mcm nie.....
haih.....
serabut kepala aq....
minggu dpn dh nk raya....
x kn nk sedih2 lagi.....
dengan bnyk benda yg aq kene handle sekarang.....
serabut....
aq sekarang dh x de masa untuk fikir psl diri aq sendiri....
all i think about is other people....
mana masa untuk aq???
mana ruang untuk aq???
bnyk benda yg terpendam dlm hati aq yg blum sempat aq keluar kn....
bila aq dapat bwad semua tu??
haih....
aq risau....
aq takut....
aq serabut.....






bb...
sorry kalo b slalu bwad bb kecik hati or anything....
b tau b bnyk bwad silap...
b x suka gaduh2 ngan bb...
I love u so much....

Monday, August 22, 2011

minggu yg letih....

hari nie hari isnin....
x tau nape aq rase mcm letih, pening semua ade.....
haih..... aq pn x tau nape..... dh 3/4 hari mcm nie.....
letih semcm..... rase mcm nk tido tpi x leh tido.....
rase mcm nk rehat tpi dh cukup rehat....
haih.... esk exam.... gila mls.....
tpi minggu dpn dh nk raya.....
x sbr nk tnggu raya....
nk kumpul duit..... nk beli brng....
hehe..... hari sabtu lps aq g mines.... dh beli bju dh....
tpi x bnyk.... 2 pasang jew... n semlm g Masjid India....
g beli bju melayu... aq taun nie pakai bju melayu ngan kain pelikat.....
hehe.... sama ngan abah... hahaha.....
korng dh beli ke bju raya???
korng semua mesty beli bnyk kn???
haha... aq mls nk beli bnyk2..... nnti x pakai... membazir.....
k lah.... n g study untuk exam esk....
Assalamualaikum

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Lirik Lagu Vagetoz Saat Kau Pergi Lyrics

saat kau pergi 
berlinanglah air mataku
betapa cinta ku rasakan
kebahagiaan itu
kini lenyaplah sudah
tak pernah ku inginkan
perpisahan ini terjadi
ku hanya bisa merelakan
jika memang kau pikir
ini lah yang terbaik
reff:
tak perlu kau beri alasan
mengapa kau ingin pergi meninggalkan diriku
karena ku yakin mungkin semuanya itu bisa
membuatmu bahagia
sepenuhnya ku menyadari
bahwa cinta itu tak mesti harus memiliki
namun ku akan terus selalu menyayangimu
setulusnya hati
tak pernah ku inginkan
perpisahan ini terjadi
betapa cinta ku rasakan
kebahagiaan itu
kini lenyaplah sudah
repeat reff
saat kau pergi
berlinanglah air mataku

Thursday, August 18, 2011

is this the right place......

is this the right place for me to tell what my heart feel???
is this the right place for me to scream as loud as i can???
is this the right place for all of u know what i feel???
yah....
maybe this is the place.....
the place for us.....
for all of us to understand each other......
this few day, i feel so sad, no mood n not the right time for me to happy.....
why???
why since i hear all the sad song my heart become like this????
what happen to me.....
really can't understand.....
need some help.....

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

If Time Is All I have - James Blunt

When you wake up
Turn the radio on
And you'll hear this simple song

That I made up
That I made up for you

When you're driving
Turn the radio up
Cause I can't sing loud enough
Hard these days
To get my message through

If time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

When you marry
And you look around
I'll be somewhere in that crowd
Torn up, that it isn't me

When you're older
The memories fade
But I know I'll still feel the same
For as long as I live

But if time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

Won't you say my name, one time
Please just say my name

But if time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you
Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

If time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

Won't you say my name
When the song is over 

Monday, August 15, 2011

15-8-2011

2.12 a.m
still can sleep yet.....
dont know why....
i thinking about someone.....
someone that i afraid to lost.....
i dont know why....
but the special someone is very important to me.....
i dont know whether i can live without the person or not....
but i would rather try.....
cuz fast or late we all gonna go.....
trying to make myself happy as possible so that i wont hurt that person....
i love to see the person smile.....
cuz it make me smile too......
i have lost many of my the person that i love, care n need.....
i dont know what it feel after this.....
maybe it gonna hurt so much.....
or maybe it is the best.....
but one day....
i also gonna go and leave all the person that care about me......
i dont want to....
but we gonna have too.....
even if my tears drop.....
it never gonna change for all of u.....

Thursday, August 4, 2011

thank you, LORD

thank GOD u make me like this......
aq dh x nk ade rase belas kasihan.....
aq dh x nk ade rase simpati....
aq dh x nk ade rase menyesal......
aq akan bwad ape yg aq patut bwad.....
sbb ami tetap ami.....
benci tetap benci......
aq tngah menunggu bila lu mau jalan.....
bila lu mau berambus.....
gua pun sudah letih tngok lu punya muka.....
lu punya bau pun gua sudah tau apa bau.....
bau itu jahat punya orng......
mcm Ajip KL GENGSTER ckp:
'' suka makan sambil berak punya orng "
gua cukup benci orng mcm lu....
sekarang gua punya kawan pun sudah kene.....
ini semua sebab lu ini mcm punya orng lah....
haiyo......
lu orng selalu kasi rng susah lu tau ka????
lu orng ingat lelaki x ada perasaan ka???
lu tunggu lah....
gua kasi simpan gua punya sengat dulu......

Saturday, July 16, 2011

aahhhhhhhhhhhhh...........

hari nie rase mcm nk menjerit...................aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......................
stress.....................
x tau ape aq fikir....................
x tau ape aq rase............
feel like hell...............................
haih...............
so tired.....................
but i cant sleep..........
keep on thinking about her......
i cant even close my eyes for 1 minit.......
what happen to me????
why i become like this?????????
why?????
please..........
i dont want to be like this......
i feel so sad i dont want to make her sad too.......
sorry bb.........
b bnyk bwad salah ngan bb.......
bb slalu kene sbr ngan perangai b......
sorry.....
b tau b bnyk dosa ngan bb.......
b harap.....
kalo b sementara b masih hidup nie bb maaf kn b.......
haih.............
what i talking about.......
kepala ku sangat serabut......
rase mcm nk trcabut.....
kalo lah aq tau ape yg brlaku pada diri ku ini.....
aq akan brubah secepat mungkin......
aq janji......





kepada teman wanita yg ku sayang:
i juz wanna say.....
i love u so much....
i always do.....
n forever gonna love u......
muah......

Thursday, July 14, 2011

x cukup satu!!!!

dlm masa 2-3 minggu nie....
sakit telinga aq dngr crite2 orng psl laki/perempuan yg x cukup satu nie......
sakit giler.....
kalo x nk dngr pn trpaksa dngr.....
cuz ramai yg brcerita.......
bila fikir balik an.....
aq pn x faham.....
bkn nk jaga tepi kain orng.....
tapi ni fakta.....
ade sorng sahabat aq crite kat aq lah......
memang malu bila aq dngr.....
kalo dh couple x pew.....
nie dh lah blum couple.....
nk trgedik2 ngan laki/perempuan lain.....
aduiii.....
kalo ok x pew.....
nie mcm langit ngan bumi......
kesian tul lah aq tngok.....
hahahaha......
bak kata sahabat ku itu lah......
kalo dh bangsat tu bangsat jugak lah(bagi lelaki)
kalo dh bohsia tu bohsia jugak lah(bagi perempuan)
ayat pedas punya......
hahaha....
hari nie crite smpi sini.....
k lah.... bye2......

Monday, July 11, 2011

i love u....

''i love u''.....
it is a word that mean something to someone that we love......
but can we prove it????
and how to prove it????
can u cut ur chest n show people the love????
i dont think so.....
juz have one way to prove it......
the only way is......
always care about the person that u love.....
always remember about the person that u love......
always be together with the person that u love.......
always protect the person that u love......
but if u cant do all that thing.......
that is no meaning for the word ''i love u''......
sometime.....
i disappointed about myself......
cuz.....
sometime i cant protect the person that i love.....
sometime i forgot about the person that i love.....
sometime i did't care about the person that i love......
n......
sometime i cant be with the person that i love.......
maybe human make many mistake.....
but i'm the worst.....
i make many mistake in my life that hurt the person that i love.......
try to make myself better but all i got is.....
pain, week, selfish day by day.....
trying to be better for all that i love.....
but i cant......
cuz......
i'm who i'm.....
i always failed myself n every person that i love........
sorry guyz....
but....
i trying to be better......
for all that i love.......

Sunday, July 10, 2011

perjalanan ku yg jauh.....

dh jauh aq brjalan n dh bnyk bnda aq lihat......
tapi segalanye masih kabur......
aq masih mencari2 ape yg aq mahu kn.....
mungkin aq masih belum brjumpa dengan ape yg aq mahu.....
tapi.............
aq sndiri pn tidak tahu ape aq mahu.....
haih........
tarik nafas panjang ku bwad seketika......
merindui seseorng.........
seseorng yg dh menemani aq sejak 5 bulan 3 hari......
sejak akhir2 ni aq asyik brfikir.....
mcm2 yg aq fikir kn.....
cuba jadi yg trbaik untuk semua....
tapi aq masih blum cukup kuat....
kerana masih ade perasaan benci n marah.....
aq tidak tahu kenapa......
mungkin memang x akan hilang perasaan itu......
haih.....
tapi kenapa asyik nama dia jew yg keluar dari mulut2 ahli keluarga ku????
kenapa bkn nama teman wanita ku????
haih.....
makin aq dngr makin aq benci dngn nama tu.....
aq brharap tahun depan akan jadi tahun lbih baik.....
sbb aq memang x nk orng mcm tu menganggu emosi aq.....



btw....
i love my honey bb so much......
Ami Love Syazana so much

Thursday, June 23, 2011

hati seorng anak

hari ni ade camp motivasi Agama Islam.....
hari yg sngat gembira pada mula nye.....
tetapi 30 minit trakhir sebelum tamat nye camp tu......
sesuatu telah membwad aq menitis kn air mata ke bumi......
Abang Alang telah membwad aq sedar akan kesilapan ku.....
betul cakap Abang Alang.......
sanggup kitorng ckp mak abah kitorng kuli????
n aq x boleh nk ingat birthday mak aq pn.....
sedang kn mak aq sentiase mengingat tarikh lahir mak aq????
anak jenis ape aq ni????
dalam otak aq dh fikir mcm2.....
aq tau aq dh bnyk bwad silap kat mak.....
aq dh bwad mak nangis......
aq dh bwad mak kecewa......
tapi mak tetap menyangi aq........
mak memang seorng mak yg baik......
mak beri aq itu ini.....
tapi ape balasan aq kat dea????
haih.......
air mata ku smpi sekarang x berhenti menitis......
aq syg mak aq.....
tapi aq x tahu bagai mana ingin meluah kn pada nye......
aq x sempurna.....
aq gagal dlm pelajaran......
aq malas.....
aq x tahu mcm mane nk balas......
aq takut sekadar ucapan tidak mencukupi..............
so teman2 ku.....
hargai lah sementara mereka masih ada......
x kira ape pn.....
mereka adalah satu satu nye ibu dan bapa kita......
semoga hati teman2 ku ini trbuka........
INSYALLAH.............
Terima Kasih Allah......

Sunday, June 19, 2011

x de keje

smlm kitorng ade performance untuk I.U.Day....
tapi dance step yg sama mcm hari guru so x susah pn......
hari jumaat aq tlong mindy decorate pentas tu.....
tapi x siap.... so kitorng kene dtng awal pagi smlm....
aq smpi kul 6.45 pagi....
tngok deorng dh start bwad keje.....
lps hbis bwad bnda2 yg patut nye bkn kitorng bwad....
kitorng g siap2......
pakai costume semua.....
lps jew habis persembahan aq n taufiq pergi beli ticket wayang.....
tngok crite ni:
hahahaha................
ni kali kedua aq tngok critenye.....
best giler....
rase nk tngok sekali lagi jew.......
tapi sebelum kitorng g tngok crite ni.....
kitorng ade amik satu gnbr......
lgi hebat dari yg atas ni.......
nk tngok????
mesty lah kn....
hahaha....
ni dea gmbr tu........
yoyoyo..........
hidup kajang gangster........
hahaha

Thursday, June 16, 2011

16-6-2011

hari ni bosan sngat kat kelas......
entah lah....
maybe cuz adil x de kat kelas kot.......
tapi aq x kisah sngat cuz aq lpk ngan saudara-saudara ku.....
best lpk ngan deorng......
aq skrng dh x bwad rutin yg aq slalu bwad dulu.....
aq skrng dh ubah aq pnya rutin....
pagi dtng skola trus g kelas.....
then aq tido jap......
lps tu aq bngun g green house kejap jmpa Gf aq yg trcinta.....
hehe....
then aq g lpk kat new block.....
aq x tau nape tapi aq rase mls nk lpk kat green house.....
tmpt tu mcm bagi aq bnyk masalah......
stress sngat2 lpk kat sane.......
tpi skrng aq dh x bnyk pikir......
bgi aq skrng ape nk jadi jadi lah.......
so what............
i'm who i'm.............
hari ni aq conteng satu meja nama KAU......
makin lama makin membara marah aq kat kau sial........
mcm babi.......
dh lah.....
bwad aq tension jew........^^

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Tuesday Mii

people awake after something big happen in their life..... 
n many of them change after the big thing happen......
in the past few years(2008-2010).....
many thing have happen to me......
n.....
it have change me......
i dont know whether i have change into good or bad......
but i dont care......
i wont care about what people say....
cuz it is me....
this is who i am now......
for the past few month.....
i have make many trouble.....
not juz to me....
but also to my friends.......
sorry guys.......
n now......
i wanna show.......
2011 Tuesday Mii
n now....
this is me....
n my cute bb.....
i love her so much......
n i always gonna do......
miss u.....
muah.......
n hope u happy with me.......

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

dont know what i actually feel.....

i dont know what i actually feel......
i feel like jealous but not jealous.....
i feel scare something that happen last time happen again......
i dont want this those thing happen to me again.....
so i tired....
i tired got played by girl......
maybe it is my mistake for trusting them 100% but.....
dont know why.....
i keep trusting them 100%.....
haih.....
dont know why this few week it been so different.....
so different for me.....
this strange feeling......
this weird acting.....
this nonsense thinking......
haih.....
dont want her to think that i didt trust her.....
cuz i trust her 200%....
more then anyone else.....
but dont know why....
this feeling keep coming......
always make me feel sad, tired, scare n SCARE........
that why i run for a while.....
i run to get a rest and make me more stronger......
but more i run.....
more i gonna be scare......
maybe u guys dont know what this feels like......
it feel like hell and a little bit taste like a rock.....
scare man....
scare....
but in the END....
i still gonna love her so much......
Syazana.......
always gonna be that name in my heart.................

Sunday, June 5, 2011

i'm back

dh lama x update blog ni....
cuz x leh nk bukak hari tu....
skrng dh leh bukak....
so skrng kene update....
skrng kat Taiping, Perak....
baru sampai smlm.....
smlm g Kedah dulu cuz ade majlis kenduri kawin......
ltih owh smlm cuz gerak kul 5 pagi.....
smpi Kedah kul 12 lebih.....
then brtolak dari sana ke Taiping kul 3 cam tu.....
sampai sini kul 5 lebih.....
kitorng smpi dulu.....
then my Uncle pn smpi.....
deorng smpi2 je.....
my Uncle ajak my family g madi sungai..
so kitorng g mandi sungai....
hehehe.....
lama jugak lah kitorng mandi....
then lps mandi kitorng balek umah jalan kaki....
cuz datang pn jalan kaki.....
lagi pn umah aq bkn jauh dari sungai.....
sampai je di rumah....
semua orng siap2 nk g mkn....
hehehe.....
lps siap2 tu....
kitorng pn gerak lah....
mula2 nk g mkn mee Udang.....
tapi selepas perjalanan yg hampir satu jam itu sia2 cuz Udang dh habis!!!!
grrhhhh.....
bengang.....
then plan nk g mkn ice-cream.....
so g lah kedai yg biase mak bwak aq......
tapi smpi tngok kedai tu tutup......
F@#K!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dua hajat aq hari ni x kesampaian....
aq ngan pak cik tngah tension gila.......
hahahaha.....
then mak bwak g mkn kat satu kedai ni.....
nama kedai tu.....
K.E corner(king edward)
nama skola abg aq dulu....
hehhee....
lps mkn2.....
balik then tido....
hehehe.....
tu je untuk hari ni....
esk crite lagi.....
heheheehe.....
bubye

Monday, April 25, 2011

not here anymore^^

this few week, i have been so temper.....
easy for me to get angry.....
dont know why.....
but i have start feeling that this is me^^
trying to cold down but it never gonna happen......
owh.... yeah.....
this week quick a ''nice'' week....
hahahaaaaaa.....
feel like hell.....
feel so tired.....
feel so disappointed....
yesterday morning i fight with the STUPID teacher!!!!!
she thought that she was so GOOD!!!!
n one day she will know what the feel of being so ''GOOD''......
me feel like wanna do many thing.....
but still didt have any chance.....
hope one day.....
she will pay for it.....
she messing with the wrong person....
but not juz that......
i feel so tired of been nice to the person that i not even like.....
haih....
dont know what to say anymore.....
bye bye^^

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

pertanding drama.....

hari ni ade pertandingan drama.....
patut nye aq x pergi.....
hehehe.....
tapi mcm biase lah.....
bantai je.......
hahaha.....
masa nk pergi MPAJ tu....
kelakar gila..........
danish takut nk bubuh ubat mata lah, aliff asyik nyanyi lagu marry you lah, mak jah nervous lah,
mcm2 lagi lah.....
hahaha.....
masa angkat besi tu tangan aq terkepit pulak..............
huhuhuhu....
bnyk gak darah.....
sakit......
tapi x kisah lah....
berbakti pada sekolah....
hehe...........
masa training semua orng dh start mcm nervous....
takut bwad salah....
hahahha......
tapi aq still leh relax until kat blakang stage......
stage dh lah kecik gila......
tapi kitong bwad ape yg termampu....
hehehe......
masa deorng berlakon....
agak bnyk jugak kesilapan yg dibwad.....
tapi x kisah cuz drama kitorng nmpk best jugak....
hehehe.....
tapi..... x tau mcm mane pokok leh jatuh lak....
hahaha.....
kitorng x menang tahun ni.....
x pelah....
kita dh dpt perngalaman.....
okeh lah tu.....
next year leh bwad lagi bgus.....
insyallah....
btw....
guyz.....
goooooood jooooooob.....
nice to work with u all....

Sunday, April 17, 2011

tired..... of everything......

aq x tau nape tapi aq rase aq dh cukup ltih.........
ltih ngan semua ckp2 kosong.....
ltih ngan kepura-puraan....
ltih ngan sakit telinga.....
ltih ngan orng mengarah aq bwad itu bwad ini.......
cukup ltih.....
tapi orng nmpk ke????
x kn.....
juz aq je yg rase......
kalo ikut kn aq dh lama pergi.....
pergi sejauh yg mungkin......
kalo boleh aq x nk balek......
tapi....
aq still ade tnggungjawab kat sini......
aq still ade tnggungjawab sebagai anak, rakan, n teman.....
aq x kn lepas kn tanggungjawab aq mcm tu je.....
tapi aq dlm semua yg aq lakukan.....
ade korng nmpk????
ade korng hargai????
ade korng cuba tuk merasai????
kalo ade.....
terima kasih....
kalo x.....
thx ;)
aq dh cukup ngan perkataan just smile.....
i will smile when i think i want to smile.......
aq berjanji yg aq akan melawan sesiapa sahaja yg cuba menghalang aq.............
aq berjanji yg aq akan melakukan ape sahaja untuk membalas dendam aq..............
aq dh ltih menjadi baik.....
sedang kan dalam hati aq cuma penuh kegelapan.......
tiiiiiiirrrrreeeeeeddd.........
thx for everything.....
n thx for nothing.......

Monday, April 11, 2011

kasih..

mungkin dia tidak sempurna....
mungkin dia tidak secantik nama...
mungkin dia tidak seindah bahasa....
tapi....
tapi aku juga sama.......
aku juga tidak sempurna......
aku juga tidak secantik nama....
aku juga tidak seindah bahasa.....
tapi....
tapi aku bahagia bersama nya....
aku gembira dipertemukan nya.....
aku hargai kehadirannya.....
dan bila aku pergi....
aku berharap aku akan tetap bersamanya.....
kuatkan lah hati ku....
kuatkan lah iman ku....
teguhkan lah pendirian ku terhadap nya......
tiada apa yang dapat memisahkan cinta ku kepada nya....
kecuali ALLAH S.W.T yg mencipta sekelian umat......









hanya ini lah kata2 yg dpt aq katakn kepada nya.....
aq sangat mencintai nya.....
aq sentiasa merindui nya....
aq tetap menanti nya.....
biar aq pergi asal kan kau tetap di hati.....

Sunday, April 10, 2011

10-4-2011

Tak perlu mencari teman secantik Balqis,
andai diri tak sehebat Sulaiman,
mengapa mengharapkan teman setampan Yusof,
jika kasih tak setulus Zulaikha,
tak perlu mengharapkan teman seteguh Ibrahim,
andai hati tak sekuat Siti Hajar,
dan
mengapa didambarkan teman hidup bak Siti Khadijah 
kalau diri tak sesempurna Rasulullah S.A.W.
Bimbinglah diri nya, 
dan terimalah kekurangan itu sebagai keunikan,
carilah kebaikan pada dirinya,
dan bersyukurlah kerana dipertemukan dengan nya.
Tetapkan lah berdoa pada Tuhan agar dia akan terus
menjadi milik mu......
insyallah.....

Sunday, April 3, 2011

3-4-2011

hari ni x de bwad ape2 kat rumah......
bngun..... on9...... mkn..... mandi...... then smbung tido.......
sakit hati..... sakit kaki......
semua sakit.......
rasa mcm x nk duduk kat rumah......
rase mcm nk lari......
owh.... yah......
tadi masa beli surat khabar......
aq sikit lagi nk langgar kerete........
bodoh pnya kereta........
FUCK!!!!!!
aq turun motor aq maki perempuan yg bawak kereta tu........
perempuan tu dh nk nangis then aq belah......
grrrrrhh.....
bapak sakit hati!!!!!
bawak kereta mcm bodoh then nk nangis!
keluar rumah pn sakit hati duduk rumah pn sakit hati!!!!
then nk aq bwad ape?????????!!!!!!
ltih ah hidup mcm ni........
kalo korang ltih x?????
rase mcm malas nk hidup dh......
aq cuba tuk pulih kn keadaan.....
tapi makin aq cuba makin teruk jdi nye........
hahahhahahhaha.....
i guess this is me.....
t tired to do anything.......
few more thing n i will explode

Saturday, April 2, 2011

2-4-2011

this week is the most quiet week....
this week i settle thing using hand not mouth.....
tired tall softly.....
tired to give people chance......
sorry to say.....
but i hate to give chance anymore!!!!
this few days i have new good friend.....
taufiq.....
always help me......
thx bro.....
minggu ni slalu kuar mlm......
slalu x de kat rumah......
rimas!!!!!
benci duk kat rumah......
x tau nape......
spent lbih kurang rm3++ dua minggu ni.....
hahaha.....
skrng dh pokai.....
hehehe.....
+ skrng tngah sakit kaki.....
cuz jatuh smlm......
tapi biase lah.....
laki an....
hehehe

Friday, March 25, 2011

second time and i hope it is last!!!!

aku dh pernah ckp yg aq x nk kau bwad ape2 kat kwn aku!!!!
aku dh pernah ckp yg aq x nk kau sentuh kwn2 aku!!!!
aku bagi kau satu chance lagi!!!!
please lah!!!!!
x nk ape2 yg buruk jdi nanti.......
aku x kacau kau!!!
kau jngn nk kacau aku ngan kawan2 aku!!!!
seriusly aku memang dh x leh tahan ngan kau!!!!!
kau bwad aq hilang sabar!!!!
cukup sabar..................
kepada sape2 yg makan cili dea lah akan rase pedas nye......
                                         L.I.S brother

Sunday, March 20, 2011

miss u

time walk juz like that without i notice that u was gone......
ari ni ari ke-4 aq x brjmpa si dea.....
dan aq brasa pelik......
rase mcm dh x leh hidup......
hahaha.....
dua hari lps aq demam.....
pelik kn.......
sbb x jmpa beberapa hari je aq demam.....
tu blum x jmpa beberapa bulan.......
mesti mati trus kot......
hahahaha......
aq rindu sesangat2 kat dea........
entah lah.....
maybe cuz bnyk sngat brkepit.....
tetibe x jmpa beberapa hari aq rase pelik kot......
hahahaha........
dea pergi langkawi ngan family......
hehehe......
aq pulak juz balik kmpung,.......
hari rabu baru dpt jmpa dea.........
rindu!!!!
hahahaha........
x tau lah mcm mane lps ni.......
kalo aq kerja......
mesti lagi lama x dpt jmpa dea.......
tapi adakah dea rase ape yg aq rase????
hehehe......
harap2 lah.....
hehehe....
cuz kitorng bnyk persamaan......
kitorng suka bnda same, bwad bnda same, makanan yg same, n mcm2 lgi......
sbb tu bila bwad ape2 je aq mesti tringat kat dea.......
skrng mak dh tau nama dea......
x lama lgi aq akan bwak dea jmpa mak.....
nk kenal kn.....
hahaha.....
dh lah smlm kene mrh ngan mak psl asyik tukar2 gf.......
mak ckp aq casanova!!!!
FUCK!!!!
aq x pernah tinggal kn orng.....
orng yg tinggal kn aq......
tapi mak x tau.......
biar lah.......
x kisah pn.......
asal kn aq happy skrng.........
dpt duit sikit dari atok tdi......
aq plan nk beli seluar........
n baju......
entah ke mane tah baju aq semua.......
n aq nk pinjam cd undang2.......
x tau sape ade......
nk start belajar.......
huhuhu......
aq ni dh lah lembap sikit......
hehe......

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Don't do this

kenapa lah manusia ni bnyk sngat ego dia? kenapa lah manusai ni bnyk sngat brlagak dia?
x payah lah nak berlagak sangat. x yah nak ingat kau hebat sangat.
kau bukan siapa2 pun. kau bukan penting sangat pun.
kau x payah lah nak bajet pandai sangat. kau x payah lah nak bajet cantik sangat.
dulu kau baik. skarang jahanam lah kau.
kau ingat aku kisah sangat ke kalau ko dah x ada?
kau ingat aku mati ke kalau kau dah pergi?
weh!!!! come on lah. hidup lah di alam yang nyata. hidup lah sebagai kau yang sebenar.
x perlu lah engkau nk perasan yang kau tu hebat sangat.
buang jelah ego kau tu. letak kat tepi dan mula kan balik.
x lama lagi kau bakal hilang kawan baik kau. dan bukan nya dia yang hilang kau.
pernah ke dia tiada bila kau menangis? pernah ke dia pergi bila kau perlu?
kau dah lupa asal-usul kau. kau dah lupa pengorbanan kami semua.
tapi mungkin ini bukan salah engkau. mungkin kau ada masalah.
tapi cuba kau buka mata pandang kiri kanan kau.
kau akan lihat siapa? dia atau dia?
aku manghalang kerana aku risau akan engkau. aku menghalang kerana aku sayang engkau.
tapi kau bodoh! kau memalukan diri kau sendiri.
dan kau cuba memalukan aku. tapi aku sabar. aku sedar siapa diri ku.
tapi aku tidak lah mencuba untuk melaku kan apa2 pada diri kau.
kerana aku masih berfikir sebagai sahabat dan kawan.
dan bukan nya lawan. bagi mereka kau hina. bagi mereka kau tidak penting.
tapi aku tetap cuba untuk memaaf kan engkau walau apa pun.


                                                                                                                       the L.I.S brothers

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

bosan.

skrng kat skola.....
tngah lpk2.....
tngah bosan2....
x de bnda nk bwad......
tadi lumba lari ngan si kecil ni......
hahahaah......
aq mengalah jelah.....
biase lah kn abg......
hehe.....
rindu kat gf aq......
haih.....
kat mane lah dea skrng......
hahaha
x puas ke jmpa semalam?????
MESTI LAH X!!!!
jmpa pn kejap je......
huhuhuhuhu......
baru je ckp psl dea.....
dea dh online.....
hehehe.....
miss u so much honey b.....
muah....
hahaha........

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

15-3-2011

setiap hari manusia dapat membuat pilihan.....
pilihan sama ade yg baik atau buruk....
bagus atau x....
pilihan ni menentukn siapa kita.....
n hari ni aq dh pilih sesuatu yg gila....
pagi tadi adli dtng rumah aq.....
dea jalan kaki dari skola....
hahaha....
cuz dea x de duit kecik nk naik bas.....
hahaha.....
sampai je rumah aq.....
dea ltih giler....
kesian...
so aq pn masak tuk dea.....
hotdog ngan telur je....
lps mkn semua.....
syazana pulak msj....
ajak aq g rumah fateha......
aq pn mcm.......(what??????)
hahaha
brfikir panjang aq...................
then aq tnya adli.......
dea ckp g jelah.....
tapi....
duit aq dh habis.....
huhuhu....
so aq pn bwad pilihan yg gila tu.....
aq pilih tu jalan kaki.....
dari rumah sampai rumah fateha yg dkt saas tu......
gila ''dekat''............................
sampai je kat rumah fateha......
aq trduduk.....
ltih gila.....
adil terus baring.......
dea lgi ltih....
then kitorng mkn n lpk2....
best jugak lah hari ni.....
hehe.....
tapi yg aq nk sampai kn is.....
i will do anything for u.....
juz u.....

Monday, March 14, 2011

more fun fun fun....

hari ni lgi best....
walau kitorng x g jauh.....
dekat je....
tapi rase puas tu.....
x trhingga.....
kitorng mula2 g mkn kat mcd.....
kene mrh cuz atas blum bukak tapi kitorng dh g duduk kat atas....
hahaha....
aq, syazana n fateha x mkn....
hehehe....
diet....
hahaha....
x de lah.....
lps mkn kitorng gerak g metro point pulak....
kene mrh lgi....
cuz blum bukak.....
hahaha....
fateha dh nk gaduh ngan guard kat m.p. tu.....
hahaha....
gilo.....
lps m.p. bukak.....
kitorng g naik....
g maen bowling.....
aq maen kejap je cuz azrul nk g maen pool....
hahaha....
maen mcm orng bodoh je.....
hahaha.....
x kisah lah.....
lps maen kitorng plan nk tngok wayang.....
wayang lagi!!!!
so aq ngan azrul pn jalan lah brdua g metro kajang pulak......
sesampai nye kitorng di sana.....
tngok senarai crite....
ade dua crite je......
satu crite Battle L.A.(yg aq, syazana, champagne, n adil dh tngok)
n satu lgi crite india....
hahaha
so aq call fateha ckp cancel tngok wayang.....
aq n azrul pn balek m.p. balek....
huuuu....
ltih.....
sampai je sana deorng ckp nk g karaoke....
so karaoke lah kitorng.....
hehehe.....
masa kat dlm music box tu aq ngan syazana x bnyk nyanyi.....
hehe....
bnyk manje2 je....
heeeee....
she so sweet.....
hahaha.....
dlm tmpt tu 4 jam.....
hahahaah.....
ltih punggung aq....
tapi selagi dea ade ape2 pn x kisah.....
hahaha....
nnti lah smbung crite...
nk g mkn...
LAPAR!!!!

fun fun fun

skrng dh kul 2 pagi.....
14-3-2011....
still x leh nk tutup mata....
tdi ade kecemasaan....
kene g toilet....
hahaha.....
so skrng x leh tido....
hehe^^
ni nk crite psl hari sabtu.....

aq kluar g the mines....
ngan syazana, champagne, adil, arif, hwei nee n Christine Chin....
deorng g sane cuz nnk bwad projek....
aq, adil n champagne saje menyebok kat sane......
hehe
adil gerak lmbt sikit....
dea ngan adik kesayangan nye tu kat skola......
hehe....
sesampai nye kitorng di the mines.....
kitorng trus g mkn......
kat....
pizza hut.....
cuz deorng ckp nk pakai wifi.....
sblum mkn deorng plan nk bwad keje dulu....
skali.....
wifi x leh pakai.....
kesian deorng......
so kitorng pn mkn lah....
mkn kenyang giler......
perut aq kembung.....
grrrhhh...
ni sbb minum bnyk sngat air lah ni....
hahaha....
arif mkn paling bnyk.....
tngok size lah kn....
hahahahaha......
ngam2 kitorng hbis mkn.....
adil deorang call...
tnya kitorng kat mane.....
hahahaah....
lps tu kn deorng leh sesat.....
hahaha....
padan muka.......
malu je.......
then kitong pn teman lah deorng mkn….
Hahaha….
Lps deorng hbis mkn….
Kitorng g jln2…..
Then bincang pnya bincang…..
Deorng nk tngok wayang…..
So kitorng pn g lah tngok wayang…..
Crite Battle L.A…..
Best jugak lah….
Hahaha….
Tapi sejuk……
So dlm tu aq pegang tngan syazana je….

Tapi  best giler hari tu…..
Dh lah balek lmbt….
X kene mrh pulak tu…..
Abah siap bwak aq g mkn lgi….
Hehe^^