Thursday, June 23, 2011

hati seorng anak

hari ni ade camp motivasi Agama Islam.....
hari yg sngat gembira pada mula nye.....
tetapi 30 minit trakhir sebelum tamat nye camp tu......
sesuatu telah membwad aq menitis kn air mata ke bumi......
Abang Alang telah membwad aq sedar akan kesilapan ku.....
betul cakap Abang Alang.......
sanggup kitorng ckp mak abah kitorng kuli????
n aq x boleh nk ingat birthday mak aq pn.....
sedang kn mak aq sentiase mengingat tarikh lahir mak aq????
anak jenis ape aq ni????
dalam otak aq dh fikir mcm2.....
aq tau aq dh bnyk bwad silap kat mak.....
aq dh bwad mak nangis......
aq dh bwad mak kecewa......
tapi mak tetap menyangi aq........
mak memang seorng mak yg baik......
mak beri aq itu ini.....
tapi ape balasan aq kat dea????
haih.......
air mata ku smpi sekarang x berhenti menitis......
aq syg mak aq.....
tapi aq x tahu bagai mana ingin meluah kn pada nye......
aq x sempurna.....
aq gagal dlm pelajaran......
aq malas.....
aq x tahu mcm mane nk balas......
aq takut sekadar ucapan tidak mencukupi..............
so teman2 ku.....
hargai lah sementara mereka masih ada......
x kira ape pn.....
mereka adalah satu satu nye ibu dan bapa kita......
semoga hati teman2 ku ini trbuka........
INSYALLAH.............
Terima Kasih Allah......

Sunday, June 19, 2011

x de keje

smlm kitorng ade performance untuk I.U.Day....
tapi dance step yg sama mcm hari guru so x susah pn......
hari jumaat aq tlong mindy decorate pentas tu.....
tapi x siap.... so kitorng kene dtng awal pagi smlm....
aq smpi kul 6.45 pagi....
tngok deorng dh start bwad keje.....
lps hbis bwad bnda2 yg patut nye bkn kitorng bwad....
kitorng g siap2......
pakai costume semua.....
lps jew habis persembahan aq n taufiq pergi beli ticket wayang.....
tngok crite ni:
hahahaha................
ni kali kedua aq tngok critenye.....
best giler....
rase nk tngok sekali lagi jew.......
tapi sebelum kitorng g tngok crite ni.....
kitorng ade amik satu gnbr......
lgi hebat dari yg atas ni.......
nk tngok????
mesty lah kn....
hahaha....
ni dea gmbr tu........
yoyoyo..........
hidup kajang gangster........
hahaha

Thursday, June 16, 2011

16-6-2011

hari ni bosan sngat kat kelas......
entah lah....
maybe cuz adil x de kat kelas kot.......
tapi aq x kisah sngat cuz aq lpk ngan saudara-saudara ku.....
best lpk ngan deorng......
aq skrng dh x bwad rutin yg aq slalu bwad dulu.....
aq skrng dh ubah aq pnya rutin....
pagi dtng skola trus g kelas.....
then aq tido jap......
lps tu aq bngun g green house kejap jmpa Gf aq yg trcinta.....
hehe....
then aq g lpk kat new block.....
aq x tau nape tapi aq rase mls nk lpk kat green house.....
tmpt tu mcm bagi aq bnyk masalah......
stress sngat2 lpk kat sane.......
tpi skrng aq dh x bnyk pikir......
bgi aq skrng ape nk jadi jadi lah.......
so what............
i'm who i'm.............
hari ni aq conteng satu meja nama KAU......
makin lama makin membara marah aq kat kau sial........
mcm babi.......
dh lah.....
bwad aq tension jew........^^

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Tuesday Mii

people awake after something big happen in their life..... 
n many of them change after the big thing happen......
in the past few years(2008-2010).....
many thing have happen to me......
n.....
it have change me......
i dont know whether i have change into good or bad......
but i dont care......
i wont care about what people say....
cuz it is me....
this is who i am now......
for the past few month.....
i have make many trouble.....
not juz to me....
but also to my friends.......
sorry guys.......
n now......
i wanna show.......
2011 Tuesday Mii
n now....
this is me....
n my cute bb.....
i love her so much......
n i always gonna do......
miss u.....
muah.......
n hope u happy with me.......

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

dont know what i actually feel.....

i dont know what i actually feel......
i feel like jealous but not jealous.....
i feel scare something that happen last time happen again......
i dont want this those thing happen to me again.....
so i tired....
i tired got played by girl......
maybe it is my mistake for trusting them 100% but.....
dont know why.....
i keep trusting them 100%.....
haih.....
dont know why this few week it been so different.....
so different for me.....
this strange feeling......
this weird acting.....
this nonsense thinking......
haih.....
dont want her to think that i didt trust her.....
cuz i trust her 200%....
more then anyone else.....
but dont know why....
this feeling keep coming......
always make me feel sad, tired, scare n SCARE........
that why i run for a while.....
i run to get a rest and make me more stronger......
but more i run.....
more i gonna be scare......
maybe u guys dont know what this feels like......
it feel like hell and a little bit taste like a rock.....
scare man....
scare....
but in the END....
i still gonna love her so much......
Syazana.......
always gonna be that name in my heart.................

Sunday, June 5, 2011

i'm back

dh lama x update blog ni....
cuz x leh nk bukak hari tu....
skrng dh leh bukak....
so skrng kene update....
skrng kat Taiping, Perak....
baru sampai smlm.....
smlm g Kedah dulu cuz ade majlis kenduri kawin......
ltih owh smlm cuz gerak kul 5 pagi.....
smpi Kedah kul 12 lebih.....
then brtolak dari sana ke Taiping kul 3 cam tu.....
sampai sini kul 5 lebih.....
kitorng smpi dulu.....
then my Uncle pn smpi.....
deorng smpi2 je.....
my Uncle ajak my family g madi sungai..
so kitorng g mandi sungai....
hehehe.....
lama jugak lah kitorng mandi....
then lps mandi kitorng balek umah jalan kaki....
cuz datang pn jalan kaki.....
lagi pn umah aq bkn jauh dari sungai.....
sampai je di rumah....
semua orng siap2 nk g mkn....
hehehe.....
lps siap2 tu....
kitorng pn gerak lah....
mula2 nk g mkn mee Udang.....
tapi selepas perjalanan yg hampir satu jam itu sia2 cuz Udang dh habis!!!!
grrhhhh.....
bengang.....
then plan nk g mkn ice-cream.....
so g lah kedai yg biase mak bwak aq......
tapi smpi tngok kedai tu tutup......
F@#K!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dua hajat aq hari ni x kesampaian....
aq ngan pak cik tngah tension gila.......
hahahaha.....
then mak bwak g mkn kat satu kedai ni.....
nama kedai tu.....
K.E corner(king edward)
nama skola abg aq dulu....
hehhee....
lps mkn2.....
balik then tido....
hehehe.....
tu je untuk hari ni....
esk crite lagi.....
heheheehe.....
bubye