Wednesday, June 8, 2011

dont know what i actually feel.....

i dont know what i actually feel......
i feel like jealous but not jealous.....
i feel scare something that happen last time happen again......
i dont want this those thing happen to me again.....
so i tired....
i tired got played by girl......
maybe it is my mistake for trusting them 100% but.....
dont know why.....
i keep trusting them 100%.....
haih.....
dont know why this few week it been so different.....
so different for me.....
this strange feeling......
this weird acting.....
this nonsense thinking......
haih.....
dont want her to think that i didt trust her.....
cuz i trust her 200%....
more then anyone else.....
but dont know why....
this feeling keep coming......
always make me feel sad, tired, scare n SCARE........
that why i run for a while.....
i run to get a rest and make me more stronger......
but more i run.....
more i gonna be scare......
maybe u guys dont know what this feels like......
it feel like hell and a little bit taste like a rock.....
scare man....
scare....
but in the END....
i still gonna love her so much......
Syazana.......
always gonna be that name in my heart.................

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