Saturday, July 16, 2011

aahhhhhhhhhhhhh...........

hari nie rase mcm nk menjerit...................aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......................
stress.....................
x tau ape aq fikir....................
x tau ape aq rase............
feel like hell...............................
haih...............
so tired.....................
but i cant sleep..........
keep on thinking about her......
i cant even close my eyes for 1 minit.......
what happen to me????
why i become like this?????????
why?????
please..........
i dont want to be like this......
i feel so sad i dont want to make her sad too.......
sorry bb.........
b bnyk bwad salah ngan bb.......
bb slalu kene sbr ngan perangai b......
sorry.....
b tau b bnyk dosa ngan bb.......
b harap.....
kalo b sementara b masih hidup nie bb maaf kn b.......
haih.............
what i talking about.......
kepala ku sangat serabut......
rase mcm nk trcabut.....
kalo lah aq tau ape yg brlaku pada diri ku ini.....
aq akan brubah secepat mungkin......
aq janji......





kepada teman wanita yg ku sayang:
i juz wanna say.....
i love u so much....
i always do.....
n forever gonna love u......
muah......

Thursday, July 14, 2011

x cukup satu!!!!

dlm masa 2-3 minggu nie....
sakit telinga aq dngr crite2 orng psl laki/perempuan yg x cukup satu nie......
sakit giler.....
kalo x nk dngr pn trpaksa dngr.....
cuz ramai yg brcerita.......
bila fikir balik an.....
aq pn x faham.....
bkn nk jaga tepi kain orng.....
tapi ni fakta.....
ade sorng sahabat aq crite kat aq lah......
memang malu bila aq dngr.....
kalo dh couple x pew.....
nie dh lah blum couple.....
nk trgedik2 ngan laki/perempuan lain.....
aduiii.....
kalo ok x pew.....
nie mcm langit ngan bumi......
kesian tul lah aq tngok.....
hahahaha......
bak kata sahabat ku itu lah......
kalo dh bangsat tu bangsat jugak lah(bagi lelaki)
kalo dh bohsia tu bohsia jugak lah(bagi perempuan)
ayat pedas punya......
hahaha....
hari nie crite smpi sini.....
k lah.... bye2......

Monday, July 11, 2011

i love u....

''i love u''.....
it is a word that mean something to someone that we love......
but can we prove it????
and how to prove it????
can u cut ur chest n show people the love????
i dont think so.....
juz have one way to prove it......
the only way is......
always care about the person that u love.....
always remember about the person that u love......
always be together with the person that u love.......
always protect the person that u love......
but if u cant do all that thing.......
that is no meaning for the word ''i love u''......
sometime.....
i disappointed about myself......
cuz.....
sometime i cant protect the person that i love.....
sometime i forgot about the person that i love.....
sometime i did't care about the person that i love......
n......
sometime i cant be with the person that i love.......
maybe human make many mistake.....
but i'm the worst.....
i make many mistake in my life that hurt the person that i love.......
try to make myself better but all i got is.....
pain, week, selfish day by day.....
trying to be better for all that i love.....
but i cant......
cuz......
i'm who i'm.....
i always failed myself n every person that i love........
sorry guyz....
but....
i trying to be better......
for all that i love.......

Sunday, July 10, 2011

perjalanan ku yg jauh.....

dh jauh aq brjalan n dh bnyk bnda aq lihat......
tapi segalanye masih kabur......
aq masih mencari2 ape yg aq mahu kn.....
mungkin aq masih belum brjumpa dengan ape yg aq mahu.....
tapi.............
aq sndiri pn tidak tahu ape aq mahu.....
haih........
tarik nafas panjang ku bwad seketika......
merindui seseorng.........
seseorng yg dh menemani aq sejak 5 bulan 3 hari......
sejak akhir2 ni aq asyik brfikir.....
mcm2 yg aq fikir kn.....
cuba jadi yg trbaik untuk semua....
tapi aq masih blum cukup kuat....
kerana masih ade perasaan benci n marah.....
aq tidak tahu kenapa......
mungkin memang x akan hilang perasaan itu......
haih.....
tapi kenapa asyik nama dia jew yg keluar dari mulut2 ahli keluarga ku????
kenapa bkn nama teman wanita ku????
haih.....
makin aq dngr makin aq benci dngn nama tu.....
aq brharap tahun depan akan jadi tahun lbih baik.....
sbb aq memang x nk orng mcm tu menganggu emosi aq.....



btw....
i love my honey bb so much......
Ami Love Syazana so much